Reading Wednesday

Jun. 11th, 2025 07:23 am[personal profile] sabotabby
sabotabby: (books!)
Just finished: Dakwäkãda Warriors by Cole Pauls, I don't have tons to say about this comic—it'll take you maybe an hour to read if that, and it's really cute and fun, and then you read the context around it and it's quite moving and beautiful as well. It's basically a language revitalization project wrapped up in a pew-pew-pew space opera story. It's cool that this exists and I want there to be more of it.

Withered by A.G.A. Wilmot. Listen, cozy horror and other cozy authors! I will make you a deal. You get one (1) scene where the asexual protagonist comes out to their appropriately diverse love interest and they talk about their sexuality and consent in a mature, healthy way, infused with Tumblr therapyspeak, and agree to just hold hands or whatever. In exchange, I want y'all to try excise or subvert toxic tropes like having your main human antagonist being a woman who is haunted by a ghost no one else can see and locked up in a mental institution for 25 years, who has no agency at all, and who at the end realizes the error of her ways and is...cut loose to just be homeless and wander forever, I guess????

Like, aesthetically, I hate cozy. I fucking hate it. I try really hard to not judge the taste of people who like it, because intellectually I get the appeal and there's nothing wrong with liking what you like, but it's very much not for me. And when I have to read and rate a cozy book, I try to keep the ideal reader in mind, not me, a grim and cynical person who likes messy characters and tension in my storytelling. I think there are some cozy, or cozy-adjacent books that are done well (Regency and Regency+magic does low-stakes, mostly good characters in ways that I enjoy, for example) and I don't want to judge the entire subgenre either.

But I do think that there's a tendency for specifically cozy fiction to use didactic storytelling (casts include one of everyone and/or a lot of twofer characters, but these identities tend to be very shallowly written except for where they reflect the author's, conflicts are easily resolved by talking things out, good behaviour is rewarded and bad behaviour is punished or reformed, discussions about emotion or sexuality are always direct and never in conflict). So if you are going to write a book that includes, for example, instructions for the reader on how to navigate a relationship with an ace person, or how to approach therapy for a mental illness, I'm going to also need you to examine your work for unintentional messaging in a way that I wouldn't necessarily do if you're writing, say, Gothic horror where the protagonist can't decide whether she wants the vampire to eat her or fuck her. 

Which is to say that in a world where we get to see multiple Zoom therapy sessions, I do not buy that a mental institution merely drugs a character and does not attempt to help her heal at all. I think that sets up a dichotomy between Good Mental Illness (you know, the kind that makes you pretty and kinda tragic) and Bad Mental Illness (where you get your mess all over other people/try to burn down the family house) that is not good or wholesome at all.

Also, the climactic battle at the end was a huge WTF.

If you, like me, would like to join in on Cozy Horror Discourse multiple years after it was live, here are some links I appreciated:

The Material Basis of Cozy Horror by Moreau Vazh
In Praise of Discomfort by Simon O'Neill

Currently reading: Service Model by Adrian Tchaikovsky. This one starts with a robot valet murdering his master and not knowing why he did it, so, promising beginning. Humanity increasingly relies on robots to do everything, and as a result, is dying out. Charles, the valet in question, doesn't know what to do without explicit orders, and so he reports to Diagnostics, only to find that robot repairs are backed up due to funding cuts that have eliminated the entire human staff. Also he may have developed a Protagonist Virus that gives him agency and self-awareness, which he very much doesn't want.

The voice in this is great—the first two chapters are basically the robots navigating their way through the murder without being able to deviate from their programming, and it's bitingly satirical and very funny. I'm rather enjoying this.

10 June 2025 Tuesday

Jun. 10th, 2025 12:13 pm[personal profile] daryl_wor
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 a-a-a-a-a-a-and ONE! and TWO! have a bless day!

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Jun. 9th, 2025 08:06 pm[personal profile] lycomingst
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I usually take half an otc sleeping pill because my thoughts swirling prevent me from calming down. Yesterday I was very hyper at bedtime, having had a bad day, and I took a whole pill. I didn’t get awake until 11AM. Half the day gone. And it’s so hot here. Upper 90s(F). I had plans to do errands but all I did was water the plants. Yesterday the resident deer spent the day sitting under my azalea bushes in the deep shade.

My neighbor whose name I heard as Joanne is actually named Deanna. It happens. She is a talker, and knows everybody. Not malicious gossip but if you want to know how many kids someone has or who had a stroke, she’s your girl.

Pro-tip

Jun. 9th, 2025 07:40 pm[personal profile] sabotabby
sabotabby: (molotov)
 They are going to beat you, and eventually kill you, regardless of whether your protest is violent or non-violent.

9 June 2025 Monday

Jun. 9th, 2025 09:26 am[personal profile] daryl_wor
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 ... one!and... TWO!


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...a-a-a-a-a-nd, have a bless'd day!

Years when decades happen

Jun. 9th, 2025 07:23 am[personal profile] sabotabby
sabotabby: (doom doom doom)
 I dunno, what do you guys want me to rant about? The Freedom Flotilla? LA vs. ICE? The fact that my government is planning more pipelines while sending in the army to deal with out-of-control wildfires? Or, closer to home, Bill 5 or the Toronto bubble zone law, or...?

This is why people curl up and retreat into fiction.

8 June 2025 Saturday

Jun. 8th, 2025 07:53 am[personal profile] daryl_wor
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 ONE: aaaaand...
TWO!have a bless'd day!

(extra)ship stuff

Jun. 7th, 2025 03:17 pm[personal profile] daryl_wor
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 Someone was watching "My Fair Lady" and it trips me out how much assumption there is on Eliza/Higgins. I recall Shaw being confused that anyone would wonder, so he wrote up this and more...  “This being the state of human affairs, what is Eliza fairly sure to do when she is placed between Freddy and Higgins? Will she look forward to a lifetime of fetching Higgins’s slippers or to a lifetime of Freddy fetching hers? There can be no doubt about the answer. Unless Freddy is biologically repulsive to her, and Higgins biologically attractive to a degree that overwhelms all her other instincts, she will, if she marries either of them, marry Freddy.

 And that is just what Eliza did.”
  Helped me Mum, so I put that out there. So there we have it! Go to the source? And ye shall find!

Thank ye, George!

7 June 2025 Saturday

Jun. 7th, 2025 07:23 am[personal profile] daryl_wor
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 One! and
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TWO have a bless'd day!

friday

Jun. 6th, 2025 01:34 pm[personal profile] summersgate
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Dorothy. Painted the watercolor parts of this yesterday afternoon while sitting by the chicken coop watching the chicks. A storm was approaching, thunder getting closer, till I finally packed it up and just as I got to the back door the rain started to pelt down. Finished it later with metallic markers.

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Ocular Migraine. I had a weird night last night. I woke up around 3 and went to the bathroom - took my phone with me. But it was like I couldn't see the center of my vision to read correctly. All blurry. At the time I thought, oh no, maybe my retina is detaching! So I went out to the kitchen and looked at the Amsler Grid on the fridge to see what that would look like. It was then I realized it was just the usual ocular migraine vision effects I've had before so I quit worrying and went back to bed. The weird shimmering vision usually passes in about 15 to 20 minutes. I was really tired this morning and after chores went back to bed and slept till 10. So a slow start to the day. Dave took Andy in the truck somewhere but I was glad to just stay home and putter.

6 June 2025 Friday

Jun. 6th, 2025 07:10 am[personal profile] daryl_wor
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 ONE! 
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TWO! have a blessed day! (Or is it bless day?)

podcast friday

Jun. 6th, 2025 07:10 am[personal profile] sabotabby
sabotabby: (doom doom doom)
I remain once again mostly behind on podcasts, but maybe have a listen to It Could Happen Here's "Governing Fertility: How Pronatalist Policies Kill." (Trigger warning: It contains fairly graphic descriptions of what happened in Romania under Ceaușescu, which legit gave me nightmares as a kid. 

One of the particular hallmarks of both Trump 2.0, his ex-BFF Elon (who is responsible for approximately 30,000 child deaths in his short tenure as Grima Wormtongue), and far-right populist/techbro movements around the world, is an obsession with forced pregnancy, insemination, and reproduction. Obviously this is viscerally upsetting to everyone who's read or seen Handmaid's Tale, and given that the actual supposed problems with a declining birth date are mostly solved by immigration, which they want to decrease, bears some further examination. They don't just want to ban abortion, but pursue incentives for large families headed by heterosexual married couples, punish the childless, and create eugenics programs. The one thing that they don't want to do is care for whatever children are born, or create social conditions where families can live in financial and physical stability, because then the money would be sad.

The gang looks at a number of movements, including Spain and Japan, but Romania is actually the closest parallel to Trump's plans, and it's important to confront that horror straight in the face so they you know exactly what they want for American families and children. Although, you know, eventually the Ceaușescus got shot in a basement and dragged through the streets so at least there's that to look forward to.

5 June 2025 Thursday

Jun. 5th, 2025 08:55 am[personal profile] daryl_wor
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 It's a bird!
It's some vases!
Have a blessed day!

wednesday

Jun. 4th, 2025 09:28 pm[personal profile] summersgate
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Volunteered at the hospital today. After I got done laminating some photos in the office I was involved in activity hour. We went outside and blew bubbles in the enclosed courtyard. It's been a while since I blew bubbles - probably since the grandkids were little. Played with a couple basketballs and some things called boomwhackers. The activity director put a summertime playlist on the speaker. It was hot. Not as pleasant as sitting outdoors could have been if we had been sitting under a tree in the shade instead. After I was done there I used the cafeteria coupon they gave me ($8) and had lunch. I sat with an older lady visitor who was sitting alone. I asked who she was visiting. He husband needs dialysis but he has dementia and is fighting it. He doesn't know her most of the time. It's hard.  She doesn't know if he'll make it. I'm not usually a person who would invite myself to sit with someone I don't know but I'm glad I did. I feel like I did more good today as a volunteer in having lunch with her than I did in 3 hours on the behavioral health ward.

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Got home took a little nap and then took my art bag down to the creek to sit in the shade and paint. Now that is relaxing and nice. I wish I could share that kind of experience with the psych patients. Though the gnats are out now. I don't like gnats in my face but I can live with it, especially since they don't bite - they just bother.

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My view.

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Art-a day Bubbles.

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jazzy_dave: (bookish)
Mike Watkinson "Crazy Diamond : Syd Barrett & The Dawn of Pink Floyd" (Omnibus Press)




This biography is short, easy to read, and fascinating. It dispels some of the more harmful myths about Syd, and unfortunately confirms some of the worse aspects of his character. It's a humbling read for those who idolize Syd, and a sad reminder of just how damaging drugs can be to an already troubled personality.

I'll always wondeedr what Syd could have achieved had he not been destroyed as he was, but shall take some solace in the fact that at least for even a little while he was happy in his solitude.
jazzy_dave: (books n tea)
Rory Stewart "Politics On The Edge" (Vintage)





Anyone who has ever met me, knows that I am about as far from being a Conservative as it is possible to be: that's one thing that I seem to have in common with Rory Stewart.

I started this book quite liking Mr Stewart; by the time that I was thirty pages in, I wanted to say some exceedingly rude things to him then, by the time I got to the last page, I felt sorry for him.

The reason for my initial ire was the immense air of righteous deservedness about his ascension to Parliament and his expectation to enter the cabinet: didn't these people know who his people were? It eventually dawned upon me that the Houses of Parliament are filled with two types of people. There are the sons (and it is still mainly males in the top echelons) of Colonels or the Duke of... who expect the old boys (see previous parentheses) network to lead to instant installation at the top of government, and the ordinary Joe (and now Jane) Bloggs who are overawed by the stench of privilege: how does one react when the peg for your coat has a hanger for a sword next to it? (Remember, the vast majority of the House is not nearly as old as it pretends.)

Stewart, by his own admission, enters into politics with no knowledge of the game, just a feeling that he ought to give something back and he, of course, knows what the proles need! Stewart illuminates a stage filled with like minded players. He confirms the belief that most politicians have an incredibly light grasp of any concept of truth - always tell people what they want to hear and then, do what you want.

By the end of the book, I realised that Stewart was one of the good guys (for a Tory!); he can't help his education any more than anyone else, and I think that he really wanted to make things better. The second thing that I realised was that the arrival of Boris Johnson, a poor man's Donald Trump, was inevitable in a system that encourages bravado and testosterone filled antics. I am more certain than ever, that we need a new political system, one in which Jeremy Corbyn is in.

4 June 2025 Wednesday

Jun. 4th, 2025 06:31 am[personal profile] daryl_wor
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 So one for th4 plain official...
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And a soft spot for camels, here... Cheers!

Reading Wednesday

Jun. 4th, 2025 07:14 am[personal profile] sabotabby
sabotabby: (books!)
Just finished: real ones, Katherena Vermette. This one ruled. I don't have a lot to add to what I said last week except that I really enjoyed it. If you want a good pairing (or you're not super familiar with the context of the Canadian arts scene), Jesse Wente's Unreconciled provides a great non-fiction one. But yeah, I loved the characters, I loved the poetic, Impressionist writing style, it was emotionally affecting without high stakes or pacing, which is something that genre writers could learn a lot from (more on that later). Vermette seems to be putting out great books with impressive frequency but this is the one I've enjoyed most so far.

The Siege of Burning Grass by Premee Mohamed. This one was imperfect and ambitious, but I'll take that over boring any day. It's a master class in how to do some interesting worldbuilding; there's a lot going on in the background, and you get it only as a sketch. Oh yeah, there are lizard guns. Why are the guns lizards? Eh, don't worry about it, keep up. It's pretty New Weird in the tradition of Miéville and Tchaikovsky (positive) so I liked that quite a bit.

I have two big critiques, one big and one small. First, the small. This is critically acclaimed, nominated for a bunch of awards, and put out by a real press. And yet. And yet. Alefret, the main character, has one leg. This is clearly established in the opening line. His leg is slowly growing back thanks to an experimental serum that's delivered via wasp sting (again, cool) but it's slow and he's on crutches for the entire book, something that is done very well and really gives a good sense of the character's physicality. And then there is a scene where he is having dinner with two elderly sisters who have a cat. Under the table, the cat brushes up against his ankles and he holds his legs very still. WTF? Which editor let that through?

My bigger complaint is that I don't think she quite lands the ending. As I've said, it's ambitious, a story about whether pacifism can survive a horrific war.
spoilers )

Cottagers and Indians by Drew Hayden Taylor. This is a one-act play based on the true story of Anishinaabe people trying to re-seed lakes with wild rice, over the objection of white cottagers. And it's amazing, obviously. Everything he writes is great and this is particularly affecting. It's a dance between two difficult, complicated characters, and while the white cottager character could easily be a hideous caricature, Hayden Taylor is too much of a humanist to take the easy road out. There's also a great afterword by Leanne Betasamosake Simpson, because of course there is.

Currently reading: Dakwäkãda Warriors by Cole Pauls. This is a bilingual (!!!) Indigenous futurist comic about two defenders of the earth, beautifully illustrated in a Formline style. If you want to learn Tahltan, I can't think of a cuter way. There's a lot of pew pew pew and it's very fun.

Withered by A.G.A. Wilmot. JFC not another cozy horror, fuck me. This one starts out very promising, with a teenage girl, haunted by the ghost of her recently dead brother, trying to burn down the family house before it kills the rest of her family. 25 years later, Robyn, who grew up in the tiny town of Black Stone, has fallen on financial hard times after the death of her husband, so she moves herself and her teenage child, Ellis, back home into the very same house. Ellis meets a number of residents, mostly young people, who insist that the house is haunted, and that there's a strange power that it exerts by displacing death into the surrounding towns, while keeping the people in Black Stone alive for a very long time. This is a good set up for horror. I'm here for it.

However, it turns out that the haunted house is nice, actually??? and everyone in the town is very nice??? Ellis is recovering from a life-threatening eating disorder that they in part attribute to "anti-queer cultural norms" and yet they do not encounter anyone who doesn't want to be their friend and/or date them, they immediately get a job at the cool coffee shop without a resume, and everyone in their life is accepting and friendly. Once again, a queernormative setting wants to have its anti-oppression cake and eat it too. I guess maybe the house is somehow making everyone in this small town cool and rad and multicultural, but I dunno, I lived in a pretty small town and it wasn't great.

Also all the kids are goth or alternative in some way and listen to the kind of music that I like. I can buy that there are tons of teenage Black girls in the year of our lord 2025 who listen to Bjork and Sigur Ros. What I cannot buy is that in a tiny town, one of them would just happen to meet and fall for a kid who listens to Frightened Rabbit and the Mountain Goats.

Anyway, I am suspecting that the girl who spent 25 years in a mental institution (what) is going to end up being the villain of the piece, because this is what reading cozy things has led me to suspect. But let's see.

tuesday later

Jun. 3rd, 2025 10:27 pm[personal profile] summersgate
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I guess this is a fallback theme for me - growing things and rows of growing things.

The documentary tonight was good. People are resilient. If there are kind people around them, a person can withstand and overcome anything.

3 June 2025 Tuesday

Jun. 3rd, 2025 07:11 am[personal profile] daryl_wor
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 that's what I would like!

kitty cat!

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