and ONE: ... ... ... and TWO have a good one and thanks for UNsubscribing, whoever it was... It's true, I am uninteresting and the only vicious secrets here were invented by whatever anti fans are left (hopefully zilch soon).. have a bless one!
I'm meeting Mallory's Camera for lunch today in Edinboro. Exciting. And a little scary (meeting someone new in real life - social anxiety is kicking in...). But I've always felt a genuineness radiating from her so it should be good once I get there and see her in person.
I dreamed last night that I was showing a revered teacher some of my old sketchbooks. They were really good, and very intricate. Some of it I could hardly believe was mine because was so good - was it really mine? I doubted it. I kept thumbing through them and they gradually changed into web pages and things I could click on and see better. It was time to go home and I had a dog that started out as Andy (a dog who doesn't listen very well) who changed into a dog named Laddie (a very well trained German Shepherd dog belonging to my childhood neighbor) and we were going home on a path through beautiful manicured gardens. Laddie was very good about following me and not touching the flowers lining the path. I was relieved.
ONE: Stamps, 1912, H. F. Colman, H. F. Colman, Second National Bank Building, 509 Seventh Street N.W., Washington D.C. Includes handwritten name at top: Mrs. W. T. Manning. (Catherine L. Manning Collection, NPMA.2023.1)
TWO: Booker T. Washington stamp, issued April 7, 1940
Woke up at 4 this morning. Dave woke up soon after and we talked and held hands for a while. Hot. Then I left him to go out and turn the kitchen air conditioner on. Fed the dogs and cat and made macaroni tuna salad. I made it last week and it was so good that I got the ingredients yesterday to make it again. I opened a fresh bottle of sweet relish that I found in the pantry. A weirdo brand that I don't remember buying - Wickles Original. It's not bad, but it's different. It might have dill in it even though it's called sweet relish. I'm not a big fan of dill pickles. A whole different taste to my tuna mac salad. Unexpected. That's what I had just now for breakfast.
Three black and white pictures from the last couple evenings - misty landscapes - hot muggy days and recent rain:( Read more... )
Design drawing of the Forever (44c) Indianapolis 500 stamp celebrating the centennial of the first running of the Indianapolis 500 on May 30, 1911. Includes design notations by Phil Jordan, Stamp Art Director on artwork by John Mattos. (Scott Catalogue USA 4530) )
and TWOSIES:
Design drawing of the Forever (44c) Owney the Postal Dog. Owney was the canine mascot of the Railway Mail Service and was beloved of clerks on mail-sorting trains at the end of the 19th century and was considered a symbol of good luck. Includes design notations by Phil Jordan, Stamp Art Director on artwork by Bill Bond. (Scott Catalogue USA 4530) (Phil Jordan Collection, NPMA.2023.2)
Have a good one! (Anyone ever get a TCM House Call? It was a kick and a trip!)
Berdella got sad news yesterday afternoon that her grandson passed away. He collapsed with a brain aneurysm in the morning and was gone by the afternoon. Chloe and Johnny used to be babysat with him and his younger sister. He is Chloe's age. A shock to hear this.
I've decided that I need a dose of Alan Watts to deal with the things that are bothering me in my life right now. My usual reading of the news is not helping me. My personality trait of being a shy introvert isn't helping either. I need to get outside of myself. Back when I was taking care of mom and thinking about the idea of death a lot of the time I got a set of Sounds True CDs to listen to with Alan Watts' lectures. I listened to the first one but then (as I do) moved my interest onto something else and ended up giving them away to someone, I don't remember who. But it doesn't matter. I wouldn't want them back. It will be better if I listen to Watts on you-tube now. I love his voice and his phrasings. It's calming.
Hmm, let's see. I really liked Conspirituality's "Dems Ask: What Is a Man?" episode. In general they've been doing a lot of coverage of Masculinity Crisis stuff lately and this episode, which focuses on quite pathetic attempts from the less-right wing of the American Party to re-capture the young male vote, via...studies and focus groups.
Well, fuck.
You can look to the wonderful example of New York to see a good counter-example of how to do it right, though this episode dropped before Zohran Mamdani's inspiring victory. If I were a more conspiratorial thinker, I'd say that the less-right wing of the American Party loses on purpose, and you need look no farther than their attempts to sabotage Mamdani's campaign for evidence. At any rate, the analysis in this episode lines up with what actually happened—we don't need a Joe Rogan of the left, we need people who can speak to frustrations and channel popular anger, not just for young men but for all genders.
I'm really liking working this way - on multiple pictures at the same time. Not having to feel like I need to have something "done" each day.
Here's a picture of Rainy with her ears up. They look big. They are rarely raised like this. She just woke up.
Went to Berdella's today for women's group and on the way home I stopped off at the Sugar Creek Care Center to see about volunteering there. It is only 1.6 miles away and I could actually walk there if I needed to. They have more opportunities to have interactions with patients as a volunteer than I am having at the hospital behavioral health unit right now - I only see the patients from afar most the time I'm there or I don't see them at all. Helping with bingo on Tuesday afternoons sounds like something I can do at the Care Center. I'm hoping I get a call about doing that. The lady in charge of volunteers remembered both mom and dad from them being in there getting over injuries. Some of the workers remembered brother John visiting patients there too so that was nice.
Time to take the dogs for a walk down back before it gets dark. I didn't want to do it earlier because of the heat and then we had a big thunderstorm and it was too wet.
One: The first set of stamps of independent India (1947), depicting the national flag, the national emblem (Ashoka’s lion capital), and an aeroplane symbolising freedom and progress. All three have text in English and Hindi, with the patriotic slogan ‘jai hind’ in Devanagari script.
TWO:
Postage stamps for Hyderabad (1902), with text in Devanagari, Telugu, Perso-Arabic, and Latin characters.
I took this picture in the night last night during a sleepless spell. This is how I want to work for a while - just paint something kind of random on 3 or 4 different pages, let them dry and then paint a little more on them in spurts. Work in layers. Have fun with abstract doodle type art.
Didn't go to volunteer today. I've been feeling crappy with whatever this is that I have, plus Dave was using the truck today so I couldn't get to the hospital anyway. I spent a lot of the day resting. Dave went to Chloe and Mike's old house and helped Mike finish clearing stuff out. It is DONE now.
Flower. I finished it while sitting at the picnic table down at the creek this evening.
So hot today. I was talking to Johnny this afternoon and it was 100F there in West Reading. High 80s here but it's so humid it's awful. Hm, I just looked up West Reading and that's where Taylor Swift was born. Ha.
Just finished: A Sorceress Comes To Call by T. Kingfisher. I ended up really loving this one. Reading all these award-nominated books has been a fascinating experience tbh, because (with a few notable exceptions) it's all pretty high-quality, but it's just off enough from what I'd normally read that I get to speculate about where my taste deviates from other people's. Also, because this has the worst book cover I've seen in awhile—to be clear, I've seen three covers for this and they all suck—but imo is much better than the other things I've read by her so far.
Anyway, as to the actual content. This is a dark retelling of the Grimm Brothers' "Goose Girl," which I had never heard of before, and which is already quite dark, seeing as it features the severed head of a murdered horse. It actually doesn't have much to do with the original story beyond involving a horse, a flock of geese, and some unfortunate marriage proposals. But the fairy tale frame and vaguely Regency setting is one of its strengths—Kingfisher is free to do a lot of interesting character work within that structure.
Case in point: Hester. I mentioned that the story was about Cordelia and her mother Evangeline, the aforementioned sorceress, but Cordelia is really a decoy protagonist, and the heroine of the story is Hester, the sister of the man that Evangeline intends to marry. Hester is 51 with a bad knee and a cane and has refused marriage to the man she's loved for years because she values her independence. She plays cards with a group of other badass middle-aged ladies and takes zero shit. I love her. The story is really the story of solidarity between women, from Hester and her friends, to Cordelia pushing back in any way she can against her mother's abuse and expectations of marriage for her, to the maids and servants of the household. Also it has the right level of darkness for something like this—there was a genuine sense of peril that I haven't seen in a lot of the horror-adjacent works I've read lately.
Currently reading: Alien Clay by Adrian Tchaikovsky. I think (unless the last book I have to read is amazing), this is going to end up being a Tchaikovsky-vs-Tchaikovsky decision for me with the Hugos. So far this one is edging out Service Model on concept alone, but I'm under halfway through, so we'll see. It's about a dissident scientist exiled to one of three newly discovered exoplanets, called Kiln. Earth is ruled by the Mandate, which believes in strict social control and scientific orthodoxy. Arton is an unreliable first-person narrator, so while he initially seems to have been exiled for following the scientific method to is logical conclusions, he quickly reveals that no, he was also a political revolutionary.
The journey from Earth to Kiln takes 30 years and is one-way for the prisoners sent to work there, which means that the Mandate is able to tightly control information about it—namely, that there are alien ruins on the planet, so not only does it have life, but it had at least at one point sentient life. Also, the life that they do find is Jeff Vandermeer-level fucked—each organism is made up of a bunch of other organisms that live in parasitic relationships, making taxonomy a nightmare. Arton occupies a difficult position where, as a biologist, he has a certain level of privilege amongst the prisoners and is exposed to less danger than most, but also he's linked up with the more revolutionary elements and has nothing to lose but a nasty death by rebelling.
Trees. I've been very lax with doing art-every-day. I started this on Friday and finished it yesterday. Embarrassingly simple. That's okay. I've been busy with not feeling well the last few days. I had another visual migraine last night (it always makes me tired later) and ever since Saturday morning I've been feeling really tired and nauseous. It would come and go. We had the June birthdays party here on Sunday. And on Monday we helped Chloe and Mike get more stuff out of their house. I probably shouldn't have gone along. I wasn't much help. I'd carry something to the truck and then have to sit for 5 minutes to get the energy back to carry something else. Made me feel guilty because everyone else was working hard. It was a hot day. Today felt even hotter.
I took this in the restroom at the Riverside Brewing Company in Cambridge Springs on Friday. I wanted to show that big photo that is on the wall behind me. It's of the old Riverside Inn which burned down in 2017. They built the new Riverside Brewing Co on its site. They used some of the timbers from the original building and when you walk in the door you smell smoke. My one memory of the old Inn was a time when my mom and I went up there around 1980 to a craft show. I made macrame purses back then and we sat in a long hallway lined with other crafters. My mom seemed to be very pleased that we were there. Reading about it now I see it had a history of being a fancy mineral springs resort with a golf course, casino and ballrooms. It's a fancy place now too but set up more for live music.
The cat tower I ordered came. However the axiom states, “Whatever you want to do, you have to do something else first”. So before assembling it I had to move a chest of drawers and rearrange the wifi setup. That done, I laid out everything and started, redoing several misinterpretations of the instructions. It’s actually a little too tall so I didn’t add the last shelf. But I think it’s a success because a cat is lounging on the top shelf looking out the window. Before a cat had to stand and balance on the window sill to look out; now there’s lying down room. He may share with the other cat eventually. I’m pleased with the color of the shelves which is chocolate brown, not that usual dismal beige.
Always remember that if they had the money to bomb Iran, they had the money for universal healthcare, affordable housing, USAID, even egg subsidies if y'all* were so hell-bent on cheap eggs that you'd elect a fascist.
* Not you, obviously. Or you wouldn't be reading my blog, which has beaten the "don't invade other countries" drum since the early 2000s when I started it.
There’s substantial rain here. Which is an adjustment for a former Califorian because it won’t usually rain again there until October. Can’t get over the mountains south. It means I don’t have to water the plants or pull any weeds today. The weeds will wait for me.
I’ve decided to watch my dvd collection instead of letting it just sit there. They’re arranged alphabetically so an Agatha Christie collection of stories was first. Filmed in the 1980s. I’m undecided whether to keep it or pass it on to the library. Otoh I’m over familiar with the stories, yet it’s filled with actors I like.
I’ve moved on to Agents of Shield. I never watched this much past the first season. It was so intense for me what with betrayals all around. But I love me some Coulson. And I forgot Ruth Negga is in it, So satisfying. I’m going to work my way through.