Humbug

Crabby. Can't sleep, been couped up all day, my limbs ache. Serious problems re tendons. I have insomnia again. Worked up and worried that either my body will give in, or that myhead will crack and my brain will fall out.

Not a good time to have a restless night. Humbug.

Me to a Tee

I just LOVE this - I identify with Christina Ricci's Wednesday Addam's just a little too much LOL :-)

Gary Numan Weekend II - Petals

Note: Possibly NSFW, nor for the squeamish

( Bonus Track: Gary Numan - Remember I Was Vapour )

Answer for question 4408.

[Error: unknown template qotd]Dear Long Ago,

I am so sorry in regards to the way I behaved. I was pressured into making decisions that I was ill-prepared to do, but I felt that those decisions were the only ones I ould have made. On reflection, I realise that it could have been handled very differently, but we can all experience from hindsight, can't we?There isn't a day that goes past without me feeling regret - on many levels and the consequences that spiralled from that decision.

My only defence is that at that time, I was too immature to understand the ramifications of my behaviour. I really wish that I could have apologised to you in person, but it is too late now and besides, I don't know whether my apology wouldn't be interpreted a different way and would have made things worse.

I hope that on some level, you forgave me. Regardless, I am sorry for what I did to you.

ILS: Bluebeard - Final Cut (Day 6)

It is not until I read part of the mini diss to an 'informed friend' that I realise just how much more work/clarification is needed.  I know if I can make this argument work, then I will be very proud of my achievements.  Things hang in the balance - like not a lot of time to pull this off.

Lillies are relevent - thematic in Carter's book.

17:13
If I am successful in what I am undertaking, this could be my best piece of work yet. Or, it could be 'just ok' and I suffer what i term to be the 'Wuthering Heights Effect' circa January 2013.

20:40
I am feeling the strain a bit.  I have worked very hard today and I am actually feeling a little sick. I will plough on for now, but might just call it a day if I don't feel I am getting anywhere.  I DO feel that I have constructed the argument well enough, of which this the whole premiss of this assignment hangs on.

22:34
I am absolutely doubled up, but I have finished the first full draft of the mini diss - all 5,333 words of it.  Am leaving it for a day before I cut swathes into and/or add academic 'sprinkles' but for now, I am done with it.

Onward tomorrow with redrafting the AIS portfolio :-)